Can I start again? This life is going too fast and I feel I am not where I should be. Can I start again? I don’t feel me anymore and yet I feel more awake. Can I start again? Everyone are strangers and my world is full of fake, I don’t want this life anymore. Can I start again? My heart no longer longs for safety but for life, a life that is not my own. Can I start again? I feel surrounded by a cushion and I feel I can not breathe.
Can I start again? My head is not here anymore. My heart wants to travel. My eyes want to see. My life wants to start a new.

Can I start again? Change my name, my country, my family, my life, my appearance, my wants, my dreams.

Can I start again? I feel life is endless and yet so short.
Can I start again? I cry as I do not know.